It's almost the end of my first month of the job..prior to this week I was actually more on struggling than settling because I was giving myself unwanted pressures to adapt to the working environment..ppl around me..as well as the job I'm doing right now..I wanted to familiarize myself with all these asap..
I have to admit that those beliefs almost got me into depression..I was thinking about resigning because I found it hard to adjust myself with that kind of lifestyle..fortunately..my parents were beside me..advising me about the situation I was facing..thanks to them..I got my feet back on n remain who I am..and aiming to overcome some of the weaknesses which they pointed out during the discussion with them last week..
This job actually is more towards on becoming a business analyst..I love analyzing..instead of business..I would prefer more on analyzing and how to enhance organization performance..i.e..if I were to become an employee for the rest of my life..HR would be the place for me..even though I would face different kind of challenges though..as of now..I would take this job as a stepping stone for my next step..sorry to them but humans are selfish..especially when it comes to their own career..haha
Having said that..there's another ambitious thought in my head..which is to become my own boss one day..haha..becoz of a bak kut teh restaurant aound my area..they are actually a franchise-based store..like 7-11..and their business is remarkable..customers just couldn't stop walking in during lunch-time..which is why I have the thought..I never like seeing my boss' nor customers' 'bao gong' face..and being a boss myself could be more difficult than being an employee..but to me..a boss can learn how to lead..and during the process we learn and we grow..n of coz I prefer a more flexible working hour..instead of now..waking up at 6..jam all the way to my com n reach around 7.30..back around 7 n got jam again..I hate it..
But anyway..let's not think too far for the meanwhile as my new career has just commenced..I will think as it progresses..I will swear to overcome any barrier in order to fulfill my ambitions..as well as becoming a stronger leng zai jin...haha
Until the next time then...ciao and take gd care everyone..!!
LOL ga yao woh~~ jin kian~~ all the best! yimie~
ReplyDeletehaha... first of all i dun think is selfish tat take ur current job as ur stepping stone, its normal. when 1st come to an new working environment surely it takes time to adapt urslef in it. i hav taken quite long time to adapt in the radiostation as well and during the process for sure gt lot of dissapointment and i oso think to resign for unlimited time... but now i stil working with them. nth is perfect, every job sure gt its own bad side, try ur best c whether can deal with it or not lo...k? i belif u can, so u hav to belif in urself oso.... gambate! looking forward to the day u become a successful big big boss, wahaha~ CHEERS
ReplyDeletemy dear, life wouldn't be easy! if that will be, life wouldnt be fantastic and challenging! Actually i should be the one who deeply understand your situation and dilemma as we went for working at the same period! WAR! finally i ended a month! I survived! but i believe one day in the future when you step on a firmer stone, and when you look back, every single memory will be just great for you to taste! =) never give up unless you try your best! the bros and sis will always be by your side as well!
ReplyDeleteGAYAU LA! =p