Saturday, October 23, 2010

One hell of an October..

It's been a while baby..i think the gap shud be quite huge from the last post..haha..nvm..it's pretty much common to me though..
This month..as shown (title..)..is really one hell of a month..not in terms of anything..but full of surprises..especially my grandma's departure..it's quite a shocking..three days prior to that..my bro and i visited her at the nursing home..still energetic and sharp as usual..but happened to have flu with her..three days later..when i recovered back from my sickness as well..the first thing i got at office was none other than my mom's call..telling me that grandma passed away peacefully on the bed..it was just ten minutes after i sat down..preparing for work..shocking...a real stunner..regardless of how it was..it's actually a relief for both her n my family..she's released from the suffering all these years..while my parents were discharged from the financial burden..anyhow..may her rest in peace eternally..n look upon us up thr in heaven..
I told my parents my decision..and surprisingly (2nd surprise..)...they never yelled at me..or even scolded me for once..in fact they supported me to leave..it seems my parents understand my situation..and i have never considered that they actually will..!! When i had this conversation with my mom in the toilet..i was kinda scared actually..afraid that she couldn't accept..and blast me with her 'machine-gun'...
Anyway..permission is granted..green light is given..now it's time for a full scale mode in search for jobs..road to HR..!! Hopefully I'll tag along this sector until I retired..haha..but it's hard these days for youngsters to really know what they want..even for myself..I'll try..and I'll do my best..for the sake of my ambition..!!
That's it for this week..time to relax..it's saturday night after all..haha..take gd care everyone..!!

Friday, October 1, 2010

I've decided..

Well well well..this has to be the 1st time in my blogging history that I'm actually typing for it at 7.30 in the morning...haha...not that I wanted to wake up early on Saturdays but I cant sleep past that time..many things have just kept on bothering me..
From the last few posts..it seems that I've made up my mind finally to leave the company..it sounds like a bad excuse but the more I do..the more I couldn't absorb what I was doing all the time..meaning..I don't do my job for the sake of doing..I must absorb some knowledge to improve my understanding of the whole process..but..banking sector might prove to be too difficult for me to adapt to..two months might be too short to conclude but for myself..leaving for a slightly less complicated multinational companies than a bank would help to shape my future..somehow..I just need to think of a way to persuade my parents that I should leave..afterall..if I hadn't accept this job..I would not know what kind of jobs I'm looking for..and how should I find a job..either way..whether or not they like it..I will leave for my own sake even though I know my mom she knew my superior and that this has to be the busiest period for the company...
Nah, let's just put this heavy topic and talk about some happy things..haha..just recently knew that my friend has finally got a partner..!! Of course hereby I would like to congratulate them first..!! But they were like..staying too low profile that no one can actually sense them without knowing or asking around..fantastic..which is something I prompt to learn..haha..
From I what heard from my friend..it seems that they have their own type of methodologies to maintain the relationship..unlike most of the conventional types..they prefer to have more freedom than to stick with each other everyday..but of course they will still call each other...msn..going out..only at a lesser portion than anyone else..at first I find strange that how did they actually made through it for such a long time..somehow after fetching my friend home..I've given a thought on it..it's like..this could be the recipe to prolong a relationship..still have a lot in my mind but I would share in the next posting if i remember..haha..the fact that they made through one year is the best proof..!! haha..I can bet they'll stay longer like this..for sure..as long as they are happy..everything will be just fine!! But anyway..I will give my full blessings and support to them and may they hold on to the relationship as long as possible..afterall..it's not easy to find one these days..
Alright..that's all for today..have a nice weekend ladies and gentlemen..!! Until the next time..ciao~~