My holidays started last Friday and till now..it's already been a week..time sure flies by huh..though I love staying at home sometimes...I never let it happened this round..Went to S'pore for the last few days to visit my bro as well as relaxing there with my parents..
I'm not a person who would spend time to have long description on the vacation..all I could say are these..it's truly something I longed for and it has widened up my perspective in some ways..
It's indeed a truly amazing experience of how our neighbor looks like (to me S'pore is the furthest oversea country I've ever been..hoho)..the tidiness..the energy..the quality of their ppl (I'm not referring to their mentality but their self-cultivation)..
Ppl do always make comparison btw M'sia and any other South East Asian countries..against S'pore..haha..we are talking about earth and sky..nothing to compare..we are miles behind of them..nonetheless I must emphasize one thing..hoho..I'm not in love in their country..however I do not count myself out moving there to earn a living in a few years time..given that if I'm ready to do so..hoho
Last few days were one of the best holidays I had..I enjoyed and relaxed every second there..now that I've rejuvenated..I guess it's the best time for me to move again..the feeling is getting nearer..though I'm not going to put all my expectation into it..I'll do my best!! Afterall..the bigger the hope..the same goes for disappointment..I won't let that happen on me again..
Well then..as usual..a lazy me is going to stop the posting here..it's better for me to describe than to type here..hoho..pls forgive me for my laziness..hoho..alright thn..time to sleep and prepare to be missing for another two days..night guys!
Friday, September 23, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
No Turning Back!!
As usual, I was lazy ystd to post anything, just a brief and short update, now only I know there are things in the world which you have to gain it in a painful way to rmb and to utilise it, that happened on me ystd when I was trying to solve a problem. It made me looked like a clown and certainly it has indicated how immature I am when these things come around, I'll improve in this part. But once again, I need to reiterate my desire to say this again, once a chance presents there will be no turning back to this field anymore...this will be the last finance dept I'll ever join!! Well, finish complaining...time to enjoy my day..hohohoho
Sunday, August 21, 2011
The Feel Is Coming..
Lately I've been lazy to update, lot of things to write but I'm not motivated to type anything..but anyway..feeling is coming right these days..let's hope things are getting better until the end of the year..and getting better I mean a restart..haha..not rushing but hoping..I'll try to gv a shot next week to come out with something..until then..gd night!
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Add Oil!
Lately my job hasn't been that smooth, and my working form has been in a mess..well..I'll be in one hell of week starting from the day after tomorrow..but nvm..I won't go down so easily..but seriously..my time is up in this department..I would really hope for an new environment soon before everything turns bad for me..anyway..finish complaining..continue to enjoying the rest of today and tomorrow..hohoho..there's always a glimpse of light in times of darkness..add oil!
Friday, July 1, 2011
Let's Move!!
Just before I went off to Pangkor for a trip..I had a visit to a doc for my nose..on the way..I asked my mom a question..'hey..if i ever resigned..can I operate my nose upon serving the notice period?'...she showed her expression..as if it was something like.."f**k off!! you should have gone for it after you've graduated..now you're telling me this again!!!???"..well...I was quite astonished with that sort of reaction...but she was right..I should have really gone for it..and it led to a new topic..
That was all about decision making really...in my opinion I must follow the path to HR..irregardless by any means to achieve it..but my mom sits down and talk to me calmly..analyzed to myself..am I suitable...?? Do I like it..?? A freaking good question which I haven't done it..when she asked me that...great...I couldn't give a damn word out! That's when I asked myself..am I...do I????? I gave myself some hard time thinking about it..even during working hours..eventually it came out with something..first of all..'Do I like it?'...yes I do!!! But...when it comes to suitability...that goes to ground zero..no..one might say you can do it as you gained experience..well in reality that goes the other way..it's a long story but in a nutshell..I can only say that I'm too soft to be in that field..
I made up my mind in Pangkor..I've decided to stay in banking line..but I'm not going to stay where I am for sure..I will look for somewhere else where reporting is not part of their core job..I want something different..no more f***ing reporting stuff..I really hate it a lot..after a long war in search for HR..now goes back to square one ironically...it changed as quick as lightning..haha..but that's my final decision..a banker for life!! (sha meh.....)
I hope the process won't be lengthy like last time..it's my ambition for a change of environment this yr..that's all..now I'm all geared up and let's move!!! That's all guys for this week...hohohoho..until the next time thn..nite everyone!!
p/s: I missed the crazy hours in Pangkor..but certainly not alcohol...shit...3 consecutive days of hard liquor made my liver hard!!! touch wood!!!!!!!! choi choi choi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That was all about decision making really...in my opinion I must follow the path to HR..irregardless by any means to achieve it..but my mom sits down and talk to me calmly..analyzed to myself..am I suitable...?? Do I like it..?? A freaking good question which I haven't done it..when she asked me that...great...I couldn't give a damn word out! That's when I asked myself..am I...do I????? I gave myself some hard time thinking about it..even during working hours..eventually it came out with something..first of all..'Do I like it?'...yes I do!!! But...when it comes to suitability...that goes to ground zero..no..one might say you can do it as you gained experience..well in reality that goes the other way..it's a long story but in a nutshell..I can only say that I'm too soft to be in that field..
I made up my mind in Pangkor..I've decided to stay in banking line..but I'm not going to stay where I am for sure..I will look for somewhere else where reporting is not part of their core job..I want something different..no more f***ing reporting stuff..I really hate it a lot..after a long war in search for HR..now goes back to square one ironically...it changed as quick as lightning..haha..but that's my final decision..a banker for life!! (sha meh.....)
I hope the process won't be lengthy like last time..it's my ambition for a change of environment this yr..that's all..now I'm all geared up and let's move!!! That's all guys for this week...hohohoho..until the next time thn..nite everyone!!
p/s: I missed the crazy hours in Pangkor..but certainly not alcohol...shit...3 consecutive days of hard liquor made my liver hard!!! touch wood!!!!!!!! choi choi choi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, June 17, 2011
Stubborness..
Looking at this topic..it makes me wonder how many wrong decisions I've taken so far..the mistakes were not costly but certainly it's torturing..well..a typical taurus always can't avoid the word 'stubborn'..
It's a nice thing that you have strong determination and the will to achieve something beyond your reach..but at the meantime..u must learn how to leave some capacity to yourself to accept third-party or second opinion..do not push yourself to the corner just because you think you're right...when you aren't..you might have your own reason but rmb that's not always right..
Take a look at me as a prime example..I believed I have announced my intention to leave long long long time ago..but now..my situation remains and nothing changes...why? Just solely a word..stubborn..
I always that with a degree of mine like such would definitely get a job in no time..however...my blog reveals it all..reality is always cruel my friends..my parents' friends advised me to take something that is related to HR..well my decision is to remain as it is..I have considered it but I told myself to stay where I am and not taking a step forward to any other ideas..one month..two months..and now approximately 7 months looking for jobs...i must wave the white flag..time for me to take U Turn..I hope it's not too late to make this decision..
It was hard at first when my mom lectured me..i feel kinda reluctant to accept what she said but when i calmed myself down..it's pretty reasonable...my nose could have been better if i had gone for the surgery before the commencement of my work..I would have changed my work if I had listened to them...
What done is done..I have made the decision to perform a big U Turn..most probably I'll be taking Masters..I planned to take that after few years but it seems it has to be brought forward..hopefully this time may god bless me everything goes smoothly for me..after that I'll be continuing my job hunting again...
Now my mind is much clearer..at least I'm trying to overcome one my fatal weaknesses..I need to open myself to other opinions...I'm already afraid to be that stubborn anymore..it makes you blind and you gotta go through helluva twist and turns before you realize you're wrong..
Always rmb...it's good to determine on something you believe..but try open to other opinions as well..advices are hard to be absorbed nevertheless it could benefit you in the long term..or even in your life..until the next time..hohohoho..sleepy after a can of beer...hohohoho..nite guys!
It's a nice thing that you have strong determination and the will to achieve something beyond your reach..but at the meantime..u must learn how to leave some capacity to yourself to accept third-party or second opinion..do not push yourself to the corner just because you think you're right...when you aren't..you might have your own reason but rmb that's not always right..
Take a look at me as a prime example..I believed I have announced my intention to leave long long long time ago..but now..my situation remains and nothing changes...why? Just solely a word..stubborn..
I always that with a degree of mine like such would definitely get a job in no time..however...my blog reveals it all..reality is always cruel my friends..my parents' friends advised me to take something that is related to HR..well my decision is to remain as it is..I have considered it but I told myself to stay where I am and not taking a step forward to any other ideas..one month..two months..and now approximately 7 months looking for jobs...i must wave the white flag..time for me to take U Turn..I hope it's not too late to make this decision..
It was hard at first when my mom lectured me..i feel kinda reluctant to accept what she said but when i calmed myself down..it's pretty reasonable...my nose could have been better if i had gone for the surgery before the commencement of my work..I would have changed my work if I had listened to them...
What done is done..I have made the decision to perform a big U Turn..most probably I'll be taking Masters..I planned to take that after few years but it seems it has to be brought forward..hopefully this time may god bless me everything goes smoothly for me..after that I'll be continuing my job hunting again...
Now my mind is much clearer..at least I'm trying to overcome one my fatal weaknesses..I need to open myself to other opinions...I'm already afraid to be that stubborn anymore..it makes you blind and you gotta go through helluva twist and turns before you realize you're wrong..
Always rmb...it's good to determine on something you believe..but try open to other opinions as well..advices are hard to be absorbed nevertheless it could benefit you in the long term..or even in your life..until the next time..hohohoho..sleepy after a can of beer...hohohoho..nite guys!
Friday, May 27, 2011
Flu
I intended to update a blog today but my flu doesn't allow me to...not sure when I'm going to have the chance as the flu might still be dragging for quite some time..shit...of all sicknesses I've been through flu is the only one I hate the most..it's just like a domino effect..with plenty more to come...pls...pls stop...I'm tired enough to take another wave of this....
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