This word is best to describe me lately...kinda say that I'm obsessed into something which I think I had the opportunity..
It happens that I had a two interview session at BASF..logically speaking...I thought I should have the chance to join them..well..that's if I have the chance though..been waiting for them more than one month..but the outcome is just disappointing...I never disappointed at the company..afterall they are the ones to decide who to hire...I'm just utterly disappointed over myself for over-expecting it...like the chinese old saying..the higher the expectation..the greater the disappointment..the only relief I have is that I had planned for the worst...and the heart to accept a bad result...
But anyway..I never intend to spend so much time on it because I believe I have to move on..the clock will not just stand still and wait for me to grab it..life still goes on and job hunting is still ongoing..though sometimes I'm tired mentally....I never gave up..I remind myself all the time the I must hang on..wait for the right opportunity and take it..well..I've been saying that for the last 6 months past..everyone has been asking the same thing..'wao..the last time i heard from you till now oso havent changed ur job a?'..the only answer I have is just this...it's never easy to have a job these days..you will have to put in your effort to find them instead of otherwise...until the day of revolution..I will not surrender myself to the current field!!!
My gosh...I wish to write more but my head is not listening to me..the alcohol is doing brilliantly stopping me from continue any further..but I guess the next update wouldn't take long..until next time then..good night everyone!!!
