Back to the past..

Having read JJ's blog not long ago..he mentioned about the past..the past in which we were secondary students..
Come to think of it..I miss it a lot as well..by chance..if there's any..I would love to go back again at any cost..no troubles..not much worries..chit chatting in the class..gossip..blow water..meet up with new friends..that's just so so so so relaxing...too bad we can't change the fact that we age yr by yr ..there's nothing we can do about it..
Well..i guess that's just life..we have to advance to a new stage at a certain age..we grow and we mature..hopefully all of us could cope with all the challenges and may our lives fill with prosper and good health..!!

Determine for a change..

It's been a while since my last blog entry..hmm..one-and-a half-month?? Guess that's not important..this is the 1st entry for my new blog site..haha..I've given up the old MSN spaces and move it here..a new start..!

I am yet to start a new career in my life..lazy..?? or hate to part with the relaxing life at the moment..?? I guess the later should be the main point..but anyhow..I'm looking for job at the present (not as aggressive as others though..) and hopefully I can be offered to start my career soon..personally I feel that's a necessity..if I don't start now..I'll slack even further which is something I want to avoid..

Talking about finding jobs..I did have a very bad first interview..something I wished to erase among my memories..it did give me a good lesson though..yes..it's the first interview in my whole life..!! Holy shit..nervousness..uncertainties..filled my mind when I was facing the interviewers..fortunately they have asked for a second session..ever since this incident..I swear I would do better and try my best in every interview I attend..at least I have to learn to overcome some of the unknown fears growing inside me..I'm not sure what are those..but I will dominate them and make them bow...it's easier to be said than done..I'll just have to give my best shot..for the sake of my future..!! Sometimes I really do envy my friends around me..especially the ones who are working..at least they have commenced their own new page..I'm still in the middle of the crossroads..lost and useless..but not exactly of course..haha..I'm sure this will end..it's just a matter of time..
My life after graduation so far has been pretty relaxing..visited and traveled to few locations..Redang..Genting..Ipoh and Penang..it's rare that I could make myself available for so many trips..though it won't last long..I definitely enjoyed every of this trip..!! However.I find that there's a small change of personality on myself..I've become slightly bashful and emotional at times..I guess that has got something to do with the duration i stay at home these days..haha..just need to get it over with..interact with people more and have outings could improve my current situation..hopefully..haha..and to improve my English further is one of my targets as well..!!
Anyway..i guess it's time to post it up..can't wait for it..haha..until the next time..bye~~~