Let's Move!!

Just before I went off to Pangkor for a trip..I had a visit to a doc for my nose..on the way..I asked my mom a question..'hey..if i ever resigned..can I operate my nose upon serving the notice period?'...she showed her expression..as if it was something like.."f**k off!! you should have gone for it after you've graduated..now you're telling me this again!!!???"..well...I was quite astonished with that sort of reaction...but she was right..I should have really gone for it..and it led to a new topic..
That was all about decision making really...in my opinion I must follow the path to HR..irregardless by any means to achieve it..but my mom sits down and talk to me calmly..analyzed to myself..am I suitable...?? Do I like it..?? A freaking good question which I haven't done it..when she asked me that...great...I couldn't give a damn word out! That's when I asked myself..am I...do I????? I gave myself some hard time thinking about it..even during working hours..eventually it came out with something..first of all..'Do I like it?'...yes I do!!! But...when it comes to suitability...that goes to ground zero..no..one might say you can do it as you gained experience..well in reality that goes the other way..it's a long story but in a nutshell..I can only say that I'm too soft to be in that field..
I made up my mind in Pangkor..I've decided to stay in banking line..but I'm not going to stay where I am for sure..I will look for somewhere else where reporting is not part of their core job..I want something different..no more f***ing reporting stuff..I really hate it a lot..after a long war in search for HR..now goes back to square one ironically...it changed as quick as lightning..haha..but that's my final decision..a banker for life!! (sha meh.....)
I hope the process won't be lengthy like last time..it's my ambition for a change of environment this yr..that's all..now I'm all geared up and let's move!!! That's all guys for this week...hohohoho..until the next time thn..nite everyone!!


p/s: I missed the crazy hours in Pangkor..but certainly not alcohol...shit...3 consecutive days of hard liquor made my liver hard!!! touch wood!!!!!!!! choi choi choi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!