Start

This month is the beginning of my plan..again..I don't really guarantee a success..but hopefully this turn my effort will be paid off...with a new start!! Praying hard to get through this time..

Mid March..

It's already mid of march huh...a period I'm sorta exciting..and fear at the same time..last yr I told the same to the whole world that I'm going to change..ended up I'm almost two yrs now ironically...haha
Let's hope this yr the turn-around will happen...praying hard!!!

Praying For a Peaceful End

Doc revealed the chances of survival to be very low...anytime could be the end of her journey..I'm not praying for miracle to bestow on her but at least I wish things to end peacefully n without any suffering..

Thoughts

Sitting in front of the blog with a bottle of Pure Blonde..can't describe how thrilling I am now..hohoho..I bet most authors will have one with them as well when they are scripting..
It's almost the end of the festival..I guess it has to be the most active and happening CNY yet at least for myself..Attending company's dinner..turn out in another dinner thereafter..movie marathon..reunion lou sang..dinner and beer..wao..even my mom couldn't resist to ask me that..
Lately some colleagues were kinda curious of my private life..haha..at my age..they expect me to have a partner already though it is otherwise in reality..well..in fact this has even become a very hot topic amongst my relatives..haih...I can't answer you guys in a sentimental way..if you guys DO have the chance to read this..just wanna let you all know...I can't force it..I must have the right target with the right feel to make it happen..so..pls...stop asking for the coming years..I will announce loud loud when that comes..hohoho
Same goes with work..I will make this yr is the last yr I celebrate CNY in this department..I've been praying quite hard..hohoho..hopefully they can hear my deep thoughts..granting me this new hope and career..and...I'M NO GAY even though I have NO partner now (to ZK if he sees this)..hohoho
That's all first..will update once I have pure blonde again..hohoho..enjoy this lovely and lazy night guys!

Happy 2012!!

Hey guys...it's weird to say this on the 7th but still..nothing is too late...hohoho..Happy New Year!
Had a pretty cool...or I mean lame night for myself...I was drunk..shit man..damn embarrassing when I saw the pic my fren took..it was...a total mess...shit..i admit i was unconscious that time...haha
Anyway..let's put that aside..now my new year resolution..nothing more than a healthy and safe year for each and every one of us...friends..family..not even money can compare against that..!!
But of course..another thing would be my career..I might be slightly greedy with this wish..but really..I have a stronger desire to change this yr for a better working environment...I don't want to describe anything inside now..better off to take action after june or july...no time to waste..no more effort to be offered to the department..
I know..I've been talking about it since the second month i joined the company..haha..it's always difficult to realize something especially matter like such..well..hopefully this year ain't a just-talking year..may this resolution comes to reality to overcome the miseries i had this all along..
Hohoho..if it isn't the next new yr coming..CNY..I'm looking forward to celebrating this every yr...the only flaw is this yr is the yr of dragon..which means most probably I will be 'fan tai sui'..pray for smoothness in everything n anything for each of us..
I'm done tonight...it's short n unorganized...i know that..haha..the quality of the blog depends on alcohol..hohoho..anyway...nite guys..until next time..hohoho..take care!!!

Brief Update..

Neva thought I have such a day huh..biscuits and coffee as my dinner of the day..hoho..anyway..this is not my first time though..i broke this 'virginity' long ago..hoho
Those who know me will for sure ask me this question..especially for those who have not seen me in quite some time..I remain in my current job now..while actively looking new opportunity oso..hoho..I apologize for announcing my intention so early nonetheless searching a new job takes a bit of time..so..erm..pls dun ask me anymore..even I myself feels embarrassing..I promise to announce loud loud when that happens..hoho
These two months were quite a hectic one..a number of my seniors are leaving..putting me in a position to take up their portfolio before transferring to the new person..their resignation actually makes me wonder of the job environment inside my dept..in short..it's like an inducer..hastening the process of leaving..though that's the case..unless i got a job beforehand..otherwise it'll just be a 'think'..
And those two months have given me another thought as well..my prior intention to Japan seems to be a bit diverted..in which Australia may have now become my destination..I maybe change my mind like a lady but it's not without a reason..the keyword is 'slow'..my brother got the PR visa..n all the considerations I had,,it's not impossible I'm gonna change my mind..will share more soon
Well..another lonely few days at home..hoho..gonna enjoy it..of coz there will be no girls coming in..just that it gives a feeling of living outside n taking care of my own self..like the old days in NS
This is where I will end for this round..until next time thn..take gd care eevryone!!!

Just to complain...

Had quite a stressful week coming back from holidays just around a week ago..act I don't taking more work..but I couldn't cope with so much deadlines piling like ice flakes...I'm done with this dept and have already prepared the necessary..now awaiting only the right chance..
At the same time of complaining...I would like to apologize to my parents who tried to cheer up on Fri night becoz of my sudden silence during the dinner...I swear I will control my temper and emotion better in the next round..sorry mom..sorry dad..you guys do not deserve to have such mistreatment..
This round allows me to have a run for my future plan..hoho..will let u guys know soon after I hv everything decided in mind..
Alright then...another stressful week coming over..I'll do my best to deal with it n talk to my boss of my workload..just because Superman appears in the comic book doesn't mean you can apply in real world...sigh...add oil guys..of coz myself as well..haha